as the day approaches faster and faster I now realize the fact that our baby boy isn’t staying little forever. this past year has flew by so fast i can’t even begin to explain it. i have a hard time coming to terms with one day he is going to look at me and say ” mom I on’t need your help.” and that will be the day i silently retreat to my room and cry. not just because he’s independent but knowing we did a good enough job that he doesn’t always have to depend on mom and dad for everything. In ways accepting that he is growing up is the toughest because i don’t want him to see what a cruel and cold world we live in but at the same time i want him to enjoy the small and wonderful blessings that this world has. it’s just by far my down fall right now knowing how fast time flies.
11 more days.